2nd Day

Sterile day. Nothing happened, except the policy lady wrote to say my email was correct but a bit more than what FT had really said. But implicit. Yes. Yes.

Sh came on tonight. Not bad. Didn't mention F. Said her neck is sore from tension and tiredness. She went off and then came back on later briefly, very late her time. Mystery.

To Ottawa soon.

It Is Happening Again

That is a quote from Twin Peaks: "It is happening again." Can't forget that.

Just read A Fan's Notes by Frederick Exley. Depressing: ruined his life to write a book about ruining his life by failing to write the book.

Sh didn't come on-line tonight. First time in two weeks. I annoyed her, I fear, by referring to F. Have to stop doing that. Need to make this year a new beginning.

A**o Land Claim. Want to have Indian government on Indian land. No interaction with the public. Pull up the draw-bridge. Personalities are key. Elders -- giving speeches on the land. A mystery. Five years, and nothing. Have to write a paper.

D called in sick. Sent her pictures of handsome Lucas.